♥ I'VE BEEN TOO QUIET RECENTLY, DAMMIT!

*BREAKS OUT THE BIG GUNS* BWAAAAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH!!!

This is, well... my big-ass real-life bishonen post of doom, as you can tell by the title. *grins* It features the biggest names in my little fangirl world of fantasy♥ And, no, KENN is decidedly absent here. :D

( CHANGMIN )

( Jaejoong )

( Yamashita Shoon )

( Nishikido Ryo )

...Ah, more to come soon, give me until tomorrow. Coming up:
Lee JunKi, Aiba Hiroki, Shirota Yuu :]

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Well... I won't say happy, but better, definitely! (^^)v

Please look at why I'm so happy... mots_fleuris A new (animated) layout and an updated profile! (!o!) *shocku*

I'm working hard, and managed to get refreshed... Let's go! *runs again*

...WAHAHAHA JUST WATCHED SUPERNATURAL!!

...SAM! DEAN! OLD MAN! *GRINS*

My mom is HOOKED onto youtube, and while she was hogging... *cough* watching supernatural, i watched along! (^u^)b

*is so stressed out*

I did something bad.

...Watching the news about Jin's hiatus is quite depressing-- it's made me really surprised, because I've never thought of myself to be the type to like celebrities and involve myself emotionally with anyone of them. =T

(With the exception of the テニミュ cast, of course... ;n;)

But... I'M SO JEALOUS!!

To be able to go to a different country and learn langagues... T_T I want to do that so badly. But I'll need to finish the National exams first. Then NUS, or a scholarship, yeah? DAMN. That'll take so long!

...Speaking of people leaving... MAKIMAKI SHOULD NOT POST DEPRESSING THINGS. When she mentions leaving for Australia... I can't stand the thought of losing another friend. This was what I was trying to avoid in the first place, and when I was careless... Bleh. *sad*

It makes me want to uproot and move ASAP too, but I know it's not possible. Not to mention, I really love Singapore right now, as a collective, even if I'm really at odds with the ridiculous education system we're put through.

*sigh*

Today, though, I was quite happy because I fell asleep at 10 30 last night after going to Aileen's house (yummy veggies, and she peeled shrimp for me, heheh. *chu*) and then woke up at 10 30 this morning. I haven't slept so well in AGES. I feel really happy. ^_^

Ah. And I cleared the room-- so, I'll go and study for Tuesday's Bio Practical... *sigh* And finish tonnes of homework. This really is the last of my teenage years, eh? ^~^

Standing in the middle
Of a pea-soup fog
Take the next step
Is there ground?
My foot catches empty air
And--

I shall not think about that. *resolute* GANBATTE!!

I'm not the only one having problems. People like me-- my classmates-- people around the world. Hell, one lady this very minute can be worrying about how she fell in the toilet and doesn't have enough money to pay for the hospital bills! And some other kid in Africa is worrying about his sick mother while gunshots ring outside...

My exams are of very little importance, actually, isn't it?

*sad smile*

This is such a depressing post, I'm sorry.

Er... A quick update for everyone, because otherwise, I won't be updating at all. ^^;;

Weekend will be spent doing nothing but completing my art, because the deadline is on Monday. >_<;; I'm super nervous about it!

But then, also, I need some self-confidence... ^u^

French oral went alright.

I don't wish to recount it.

♥ to everyone, especially to summerdie-- get "well" soon. :D

I'm gonna be posting a lot more-- study leave starts next week! ^o^ But then I'll be studying a lot, too. *sigh* The O Levels are next next week. *sigh*

Tomorrow, the most unlucky 13th Era of Maria's life shall begin. ^^;; The O Levels shall start. *deep breath*

Anyyyway~~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, AIBA-KUN!!♪

...It is so unfortunate that I cannot give you anything, whether it be tribute or even a letter, for I am currently incapacitated. Here's a virtual cheers to you though, and a pat on the back for being sadly unable to drink despite being 19 already.

ENJOY YOUR LAST TEENAGE YEAR~~~

♥

Anyway. Also, HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY, MINNA!!! ^o^ *poppers*

Hi! Erm... this is Hime-sama, Kotaiko-sama (Adrianna) no classmate desu =) Since she's grounded from using the computer, i'm helping her post this... and this isn't spam >.<

When we reached Kino (the Liang Court branch) at around 5+, we were all sweaty and smelly cause we rushed there from the MRT to that place, a distance of about 1+km..? in 5 minutes! Yay! big achievement!.. i think it is... cause i hate exercising.. haha

The funny part comes when kotaiko-sama had to converse with the satomi guy at the counter, so that we could get our copy of Wink Up =) kotaiko-sama felt that she was speaking english with a french accent... and the satomi guy was looking at her weirdly! WAHAhhaha! after what seems to be an hour of searching for our reserved magazines (only 5 minutes actually... exaggerating too much X)), he finally decided to check the computer for the shipment arrival of our magazines... and told us that it was ONLY arriving at 7! thats like... a one hour plus wait! what are we gonna do? it Liang Court for crying out loud! there's nothing much to do there... And kotaiko-sama felt like a fool for standing there stupidly! XD

well.. we decided to go to MacDonalds' and have some light dinner first.. but lets just skip this part as there is nothing interesting here =)

Ok.. so back to kino! but we're still a bit early, as it is not 7 yet. So we decided to browse magazines that featured Japanese handphones! ^.^ the Japanese tourist around us must have thought that we are a bunch of techno nerds.. looking at computer, IT related stuff X| oh! and there is this Japanese guy there.. quite cute ^_^ (maybe it is because of his hair.. ahh.. but he is cute anyway... Hees) and he was leaning against this pillar thing just right behind us! ^o^ So... kotaiko-sama decided to catch his attention by bumping into him with her oversized school bag... and it worked! he turned round! haha... ah well... thats all crap, as what really happened was that we were both so engrossed in the handphone magazine that when kotaiko-sama took a step back because she laughing so hard... she accidentally bumped into him! But at least that caught his attention. He turned round and was looking weirdly at her back, but went back to reading his comic magazine soon after... but of course kotaiko-sama did not sense anything wrong when the guy was looking at her back weirdly, until much later. ahh.. but he soon left after a few minutes! we must have frightened him off! DAMN.. when will it be till the next time we get to see a cute Japanese guy again? oh well... at least another cute one soon came after =3 *lucky*

Finally.. its 7! and we managed to get our copy of Wink Up! ok so we paid for it but was reluctant to leave (maybe it was me that was reluctant to leave) as this was one chance to look at cute Japanese guys! so... kotaiko-sama had to drag me by my bag out of the place as she has a curfew to meet! *sigh* there goes that chance flying out the window =( lets skip this part too.. nothing interesting happened on our way out of kino...

We have almost made it back to the MRT! just a few metres more.. and relization suddenly dawned upon kotaiko-sama =)

kotaiko-sama: "I realized something... i'm wearing this jersey! *tugs at jersey* No wonder he was looking at my back funnily... AHHHHHHH... what if he read it? what if he knows what it means? *screams* I must have scared him away just now... argh... i'll not wear this jersey anymore"

hime-sama: " but... didn't u make this jersey so that you can wear it to Orchard or to any other crowded places?"

kotaiko-sama: "thats the point!"

with that, kotaiko-sama turned bright red... and i could have sworn that it would have lighted up the dark street we were walking along... WAhahahahah XD... ahh.. but she got back at me for refusing to give me my copy of Wink Up *bleah*

I guess i'll stop.. cause i've been rambling too much, and i don't want kotaiko-sama to come after me later for saying some unnecessary things (>.<) heehee.. oh.. in case you're wondering what was printed on the jersey.. it says "YAOI FANGIRL"!!! WAHAHAHha

Na... Ja-ne!

Stolen from caelestin



Wheee, apparently, I'm a pretty feminine bishounen♥

Fwee~~~

I have super annoying elder siblings who will probably cause me to lose all my pretty hair at a young age. However, it is most likely that I can sic my lovely pet on them >D.

Me pet and I would definitely get along~

Ahahahah. Today was the French oral prelims. I'm so tired. I need to study still though. =_=;; Hm. Ganbatte!!! *sparkles*

I will get there!!! >O (Apparently, I haven't been home before 8 30 for the past week, and I am not going to be home before 8 30 for the rest of this week and next. =P) Ah well.

Ohohohoh!!!

Also, please visit http://chi-ase-namida.blogspot.com as my school computers have blocked LJ!! And since I can't post in school, I made a blogspot blog. Um. It's about a week old now. ^///^